It’s all very well to tell people not to be afraid, but how? You can’t just “step on fear’s oxygen pipe” and hope it goes away. Fear is not a rational emotion, but it often has a rational basis: for instance, I desire to leave my current job just to land my Dream job. But though there’s an urge, am also very much afraid of been rejected by my dream employer. I know you might be asking yourself if I have tried applying to that dream job or not. Well the answer is, yes I have and for the second time, I have been rejected after striving to the final stage of the recruitment process.
The worst part of it is that, I cannot figure out what exactly lead to my defeat. And this makes me feel Terrible as though, my world is crumbling before me. There is nothing irrational about this. I look into the future(a future of void and insecurity in my current job) and I am afraid. No one has the right to tell me not to be afraid, especially when I am doing all I can to land this dream job and it is not working. Even if I try not to fear, it does not always go away, especially when my dream remains stubbornly unshaken. However, I also don’t want to be knocked down by this same feeling and so I try to be Positive sometimes.
Truly, there is nothing impossible for a positive mind. Why because whatever the inner urges, that shall become true. And so whatever my labors and aspirations are, in the noisy toils of life, I still keep peace in my soul. I yearn to get there but am not in a hurry because I don’t want to miss my steps. I will live in Faith and keep hoping for a better tomorrow. A personal mandate of mine is to be Fulfilled in life by making the world a better place for myself and everyone around me. I believe if you are fulfilled with whatever you might be doing, any other thing falls in place. Big or small, everything matters, every effort counts and everyone who crosses my path contributes. But until then, I will have this mindset that; Yesterday I was better than someone, Today I am better than somebody, surely Tomorrow, it’s obvious I’m going to be better than some other person. Like it or not, this is my Philosophy!
This was written for dVerse but since I couldn’t meet the bar, I have decided to post it here.